I just met with a couple who are getting married this year and I really want to be their photographer. This is the third time I’ve met with a couple I don’t know in the last couple of months and the other two couples never contacted me again. I’m so afraid that people think I’m crazy because I talk a lot and I get overenthusiastic about things and I drank coffee tonight and I never drink coffee and so I was probably talking way too fast and I’m pretty sure I scared them off. I need to figure out how to get people to think I’m cool or else I’m never going to be able to make a legitimate business out of this. Eventually I’m going to run out of people I know getting married who don’t think I’m crazy. Or maybe they do and just don’t care. WAHHHH. I need to not drink coffee.